When Life Throws You a Big Caver Ball ..

So a lot has happen sens i last posted for one our X friend Dillon is no longer in our lifes(No he did not die ) Megan on the other hand has became like a sitter. I got a job at a loco Jack's and been working there for a month all most tow..
    So life was going good till last night i came home from work like any other day and took a nap because i thank i have the flue but josh woke me up I asked him to not let me sleep to much. So i woke up in a ill mood and i cant go in to the details for sertions reasons but the cops got called because me and joshes mom got in to a fit (No i did Not hit her) any ways they showed and me and Josh got kicked out.... Lucky she hast sight a wont out me but she did make a dill with the cops that as long as i fix the damages i did to the wall she wound sigh one on me... 

Now if she will stick with that only time will tell.. I bet your asking the question how i am posting on line if we got kicked out or even why i am??? That is a simple answer to that I called one our our friends to come and pick us up.. Now the only thing that has me and josh worried is how will i get back to work or how long will we be Alba to stay here?  But i will not lose faith i will now stop believing everything happens for a resone ever one we meet in our lifes is for a resone. 

I dont know what will happen but i do know it will all work out....
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Hell's Gate Bridge Alabama

So Last night me and 3 friends went to go find the Hell's Gate Bridge in oxford. I don't know much about it besides the stories i have herd the main one is that you drive a cross the bridge and you look be hide you and you see the gates of hell hits the name. There is all so this one many years ago a young couple lost their lives on this bridge. On a dark night, if you stop on the bridge and turn off all the lights, a member of the dead couple will get into the vehicle, leaving a wet spot on the seat. That's really all the history i could find on it. I do know how ever most people will tell you that the road to it is closed off now that is true to a degree but the road we found the gate was open so we drove down a very narrow some times claustrophobic old road that they closed off because they built the new highway. So as we pull the the end of the line me and two of the people got out you can feel the strong energy flowing off it! I walked around the huge cinder block wall and walk on the bridge i had to let my eye adjust the the darkness and when they did i walk more down the bridge i know i did not go far when i saw three dark skinny fingers standing at the other end of the bridge cold chills when down my spine and went all over my body. All most the same time i said stop go back one of the guys that were with me said i got a bad feeling and started to head back to the car. So we bolted back to the car as our hearts were pounding we back up and herd a sound that i know sens chills down to ever one in the car it was the mix of a pissed cat and metal being warped. So we trund around and head back to were we came in out when the guy that was driving stoped the care and said listen he said he herd people whispering really fast like. We started the car back up and left... 

The Hudson House... In Alabama..

The Hudson House is an old house up in the mountains in Clay county Alabama its reportedly haunted.... The history of the house not much is known about the real history about the land and the house the most i could dig up is (that  it was built in 1905 by Charles & William K. Hudson for their brother John I. Hudson. Their father who was killed in the Civil War was the original land owner. I don't know how long they lived in the home but John I. Hudson died in 1966. To the best of family lore, nothing dramatic ever happened in the house. It is in the middle of nowhere although at one time this was a mining community) its on an old dirt road there two ways you can get to it.. So what are some of the numerous alleged accounts; some say you can here a baby cry,a dog panting or growling,you can hear voices or screams and footsteps,face the front of the house and feel a tap on your shoulder by an unseen hand and if your skin ant crawling or you don't have goosebumps by now then this sound do it for you there is even a freakishly dark figure who enjoys running back and forth across the roof.

 So if your still reading this and ant in a corner hugging a cross then your brave because i went to the Hudson House to day a long with my fiance Josh my mom in law and her friend. I am not going to lie going to haunted house gives me a trills! We found it pretty easy (oh one thing you should know about me and my fiance Josh is that we are Wicca or Pagan i have been practicing sens i was THIRTEEN and Josh has been practicing sens he was THIRTEEN also so we know how to handle our self's and were both GIFTED ) Any way back to my store as we pulled up you could feel the thick energy it was pouring off the house! So we parked and all jumped out we walked around the house you could feel the thick energy flowing off of it. We looked all around to try and get a sens of what really happen? Rite off the bat i sensed a female sprite a male sprite but something was off..... There is and were something else there something dark and ancient... 


No i am not saying a demon well Not one in the christian sens see i don't believe in some all powerful horded dud with a tail and a goat head that sits around and control  demons. Now my "definition" on a Demon is a entity that is old older then well us its not always evil but is attracted to a lot of sorrow,pain, and negative emotions and or energy. I have found out that when you have a house or place that has had a bloody or hares history and there Ghost involved then one of this demons shows up and can trap them there... Anyways back to the topic i sensed that the man was mentally ill and was a drunk and killed his wife and possibly buried her there on the property. We may never know the truth but that what i got. Josh was the first to go inside the house one of the tines on the window was off and the glass broke out then i went in there was a lot of junk in it. We did not get to walk all the way though it but i walked to the hall and look down and saw a black finger standing there in a door way. 

The sens i got off the finger was to get out it did not want us there at all!! The room across the door were i was standing at it was were most of the energy was coming from. I had a hard time breathing when i was in side the house... The other woman who was with us got cut on her finger and did not know it not a bad one but it did bleed and she did not go in side the house. Josh reading was that was a man murder his wife and that there still there and the demon thing did not want us there. Now i do want any one who is reading this to know that you can believe me or not i know what i sensed and no i am not crazy and that when me and josh do a reading we don't tell one a nether till we are gone from the house. Now you know my store you can believe me or not! i don't care witch you do really. Just dont go messing around with stuff you don't know much about!!!! I would also like to add there is no power what so ever going to that house not even a power line!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Something You Thank Will Never Happen Happens....

Something you thank will never happen to your family is brain cancer.... You see it on TV or hear your friends talk about happens to one of there family have it. But what do you do when it happens to your family? "No is not me " But what do you do? Its like wait what? Is this really happening? Its kinda funny in a way because you spend your hole life hearing about it but you never thank it will  happen to your family! That's what i thought when my mom told me that my aunt Tammy have been having killer headaches and the doctors did a scan on her and she had two tumors on her rite side of her brain..... Not only did she have killer headaches her speech is  slurred... So the test came back and the tumors were cancerous... So      
she had to have brain surgery.... My family wanted in the wanting room "i was at my fiances house were i live" i wanted and they took her back at 1:00 and got though at 5:00. So we were hoping for good news but as i called mom and asked how did it go she was crying and told me that when the surgeons went to cut the tumors out she started having seizures and they could not get them out.... So in 4 to 6 weeks when she gets stronger they are going to try and again and God willing they will get them! But shes doing well and i just wanted to say That my aunt Tammy is strong and that i love you aunt Tammy and you will get though this!!!!!!!!! You have your hole family By your side!!!!  

Crimson Angel.... Not I do not cut just a poem!

           The blade.. How i miss your sweet siren song  

calling me..                      One slices the stress fades away...                          Two slices the screams fade a way....                                    Three slices the world goes black....                            I am home as the crimson angel greets me...                                     Do i sign the book of blood...?
      Do i give in to this demon i have fought with for so long...
             Do i open my veins.. My life line and let him feed..                              Do i let the dam break and let the Crimson river flow            
                          freely with out limitations                            Or do i throw away the key to the dam and let the       
                                                                  Demon starve....                       Let the Stress and Screams continue to                                 torment me for the rest      
                              of my waking life...

Energy and a New Sight!

I felt the earth,sky and all of the universes Energy to night like i did when i was on my path! Thanks to josh for helping with re open my self to feeling it. I experienced something i have never knew existed? I saw josh using Gaia's energy and saw the vibrations of  his energy the out lining of him! When i was taking in the Gaia's energy i saw the vibrations of the kittens and said the kittens are up here josh saw one of them run by!!
 Then when we got back to the apartment josh had a very good experience "BUT THAT'S HIS STORY TO TELL" But he took my hand and asked me to visualize a brick wall at the same time he was sending me special energy then he asked me what i saw? I saw a door with a light coming from be hide it "he sed open it" i tried to open it but it did not budge So i willed it to open when it did i saw a GOLD and SLIVER light josh told me to to let it come to me and when it did A woman A appeared the feeling i felt was so warm, inviting,safe and motherly it was the MOTHER GODDESS!!!!!1 I felt one with her as she told me something but i could not hear her! But i feel a wake i feel REBORN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have a new SIGHT on my life and my path!!!!