.. Why do I feel as if I have lost control/faith with life and everthing that comes along with it...
.. I feel like my life has just when of the tracks.. Every were I look something bad happens.... Yes I know my life cound be a lot wores.... But whhat do you do when ur just unhappy... With every thing.. I use to enjoy what life has to give... But here latly I feel as I am looking though a pice of glass.. As if my life is some new hot best seller... just out of control and all I can do is sit back helpless.... Whem did it start to get like this.. I am lost.. But this is a defrent lost..
Not like before.. Before I felt I lost who I was... This.. No This is wores.. Its a deeper lost.. Unhappy.. But the only person to fix it is me.. rite? But how do you fix something when u can't or even now were tobegein????.... Why I am even Blogging about this?? Just to get it off my minde a guess..... Why can't life be how it use to be.... The good days.... I was the leader of my friends... they looked up to me... Now I get looked down as the stubed person in the pack... I my slef have grown up a lot in my short 19 years on this hell of a blessed place.... Ugh I wish I had a map....
